Today I am supposed to be working on an essay, studying for my first exam this Saturday (I need to read two books plus some articles). I did some reflection yesterday about my life: where I have been, where I want to go… I thought I knew where I wanted to be when I was 8 years old (a dentist), 11 years old (a doctor), 13 years old (a hairstylist)… then in high school I soon realized that my dreams to become a doctor probably wouldn’t happen (I sucked at math and much of my sciences). So I thought I could become a lawyer. By the time I graduated high school I had already won 2 national business awards, won 3 regional business awards, graduated on the honor roll, received 2 scholarships, so I thought that I would do something with business.
Today, I still don’t know what I want to become when I grow up. I just know that I don’t want to work for anyone. I am the most stressed when I work for someone. It’s not that I can’t work for someone else or work with others, it is just that I don’t want to work for anyone else but myself. I want to be my own boss. I don’t know how that will happen. I haven’t thought about it much yet.
I’ll just take it day by day.
Now let’s get back to what I am supposed to be doing 😉