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A Book Review: The Book of Negroes by Lawrence Hill

Lawrence Hill’s The Book of Negroes (2007) is a fictional exploration into the life of Aminata Diallo as a young Black girl to her life as an elderly woman. This exploration begins at the onset of the Abolition period in Europe and details her account in the Transatlantic Slave Trade. Hill’s construction of Diallo’s story is useful for analyzing debates around scholarly discourses of human trafficking and colonialism. In this regard, Diallo’s active resistance to ascribed identities suggest that Black peoples, especially Black women, were more than just passive bodies that were to be dominated and exploited.

Diallo’s first-person, non-linear[1] narrative begins and ends in London, England, 1802. The story is divided into quarters, which are respectively entitled Book One, Book Two, Book Three, and Book Four. Readers might assume that the novel acquires its main title from these sections; however, the title of the book is derived from an actual 1873 British Document.[2] Hill’s engagement with other historical documents is quite useful for the accurate portrayal of Black identity in Canadian and world history. However, the level of language acquisition by Diallo is open to discussion. Overall, Hill does an excellent job in introducing general audiences to such narratives.

The novelist’s, Lawrence Hill, personal website describes his literary works as “touching on issues of identity and belonging” (Hill, n.d.). The Book of Negroes is an extension of these themes. For instance, throughout the story there are references to land, home, or returning to homeland, and this theme of home is intrinsically connected to the land, which tie back into the discussions surrounding colonialism. These themes are further presented when Diallo describes her initial voyage on the water in Book One. Diallo prompts the reader with her fear of dying while at sea. But this fear of dying on the water is the inability to be buried on the land with her ancestors. Aminata Diallo states “Let them do what they would with my body—on land” (Hill, 2007, p. 78). In Book Four, Diallo also elicits this same theme when she says, “I found myself hoping that when my time came, I would be laid gently into the earth. Neither ocean waters nor rum would do for my grave” (Hill, 2007, p. 626). Throughout the story, Diallo has a desire to return to her homeland. Unfortunately, those who surround her, especially the Abolitionists, struggle with understanding why she has a desire to return to such a place since her experiences in the slave trade originated there. This desire to return to the homeland, however, can be translated into a desire to find a sense of belonging through the search for identity.

Diallo’s quest is similar to the author’s own pursuits for a sense of belonging and identity. In a MacLean’s article entitled “Black + White equals black,” Hill explains that his works are a development of self, or his “own sense of blackness [and] connection to the black diaspora” through his characters and creative writings (Hill, 2001, p. 20, column c). Throughout The Book of Negroes, Diallo constantly positions herself in an attempt to fit in to various situations and locations, yet she is never seen as a fully belonging from the perspective of other characters. This sense of not belonging becomes more prominent when she describes her journeys and states, “And now, finally back in Africa, I was seen as a Nova Scotian, and some respects thought of myself that way too” (Hill, 2007, p. 538). This challenge to belong, however, is confronted when Fatima, a Temne woman, speaks back to her. Fatima says to Diallo, “You have the face of someone born in this land, but you come with the toubabu [the white people]. You are toubab with a black face” (Hill, 2007, p. 551). It becomes evident that for some bodies and beings who possess certain traits and privileges, like being able to read, write, and speak like the toubabu, it does not always mean belonging, especially for Diallo. Similarly to Diallo, Hill writes in the MacLean’s article mentioned above, “I found that race became an issue as a result of environment factors…gradually my environment started talking to me and making me aware that I could never truly be white…learning that I wasn’t white, however it wasn’t the same as learning that I was black” (p. 18). Both Hill and Diallo share this quest for belonging and identity especially when their environments speak back to them.

As a fictional book that has a foundation on historical accounts of the Slave Trade and migration of Black peoples, Hill also situates the book and its themes of identity and belonging within the larger context of Black women’s roles in migration and history. With this story, it becomes evident that Black peoples, especially Black women, were not just passive bodies to be dominated and exploited. Narratives such as these seek to challenge dominant discourses within Canadian or world history. As a novel, it is geared toward a general audience. However, I would go further to suggest that this book be included in high school history curriculum. With high school Canadian and world history classes focusing on exploration and domination of lands, very rarely does a high school student engage with the history of the individuals who played a prominent role in building such countries, including those voices and stories of individuals most often hidden—voices and stories of Black women. By contributing to these historical gaps, The Book of Negroes contributes to the dismantling of dominant discourses about Black identity, which too often erased the identity of individuals.

 

 

REFERENCES

Hill, L. (2001, Aug 27). “Black + White equals black.” MacLean’s Canadian Weekly Newsmagazine. Retrieved from http://www.lawrencehill.com/black_plus_white_equals_black.pdf.

Hill, L. (2007). The Book of Negroes. Toronto, ON: HarperCollins Publishers Ltd.

Hill, L. (n.d.). “About Lawrence.” Lawrence Hill. Retrieved from http://lawrencehill.com/about-lawrence/.


[1] From my perspective, this book progresses in a non-linear manner. Culture might account for this difference in opinion on life pathways. The book begins when she is a child and ends in her elder years. My Anishnaabe culture teaches me that life begins as an infant and ends as an elder, and that this is pathway lies on circle. Diallo’s pathway to her elder years is circular since the story begins while she is still a child and ends when she is an elder. Hence, it is non-linear.

#MMIWG So you want a national inquiry?

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So you want a national inquiry? Perhaps you signed a petition? Maybe you tweeted something relating to #MMIWG (missing and murdered Indigenous women and girls) recently and are now all worked about the government not doing anything? Surprise! Welcome to Canada.

But what are you exactly asking for when you say that you want a national inquiry for missing and murdered Indigenous women and girls?

Some people say this is a call to action. Actually, no, it isn’t a call to action. But thank you National Chief for that gesture of civility—you don’t have to apologize. We (well some of us) already realize the constrained structures that you are working within and how those structures limit what you can actually do or say, publicly or privately. Oh that darn locus of power, eh?

Some people say it is what we need RIGHT now. No, we don’t.

Let’s have a quick little discussion about what a national inquiry actually entails (and maybe we will throw in some already conducted inquiries, how they didn’t help, and what they couldn’t actually say given their tightly imbricated colonial mandates).

Many people have asked me why I am saying no to a national inquiry. Simply put, it maintains the status quo and besides the obvious, we already know all the reasons why this is occurring, and what about all of the other reports/research previously done? Plus, inquiries only allow certain voices to be heard and certain bodies to be seen. Not everyone is considered equal in the process.

The national inquiry is set up formally and its jurisdiction is established by legislation (we already know how legislation plays out in favour of Indigenous peeps—NOT); its set duration established in terms of reference (ToR). This means that the inquiry “can be short, medium or long” (oh the excitement!). The inquiry can be headed by one or more Commissioners (with legal and supporting staff hired). It is often open to public including documents, process, hearings, and final report may be posted on the internet (kind of like this 150+ page document here). Some organizations like to say that the inquiry’s relationship to the government is independent but this is contradictory in itself because it is established by the government–because it really isn’t independent. The costs can be high (for all the bullshit reasons that we need an inquiry in the first place). The structure is dependent on the ToR, the process is dependent on the ToR, and the activities include “generally intended to advise or investigate” and “may call subject matter experts, witnesses, etc.” This is where only certain voices and bodies matter to the inquiry. Just think about who is going to be called to be a witness and who isn’t? What differential power relations are at play here? Where will the hearings be held? How will the witnesses be able to get there? As for the big kicker, future actions? These are at the discretion of the governments that established the inquiry (which won’t be done by Harper I will tell you that much and that includes if the government who established the inquiry remains in power after the inquiry is over). Additionally, participation is only granted by Commissioner at hearings and maybe, just maybe written submissions may be accepted (probably in English, which ultimately views Indigenous languages as inferior—you know the usual). Oh, but don’t forget, all of this is non-binding (translation: the government can do what it has done before in other inquiries, ignore it).1

But wait, didn’t I say there was previous inquiries done? Yeah, like during the inquiry into the missing and murdered Indigenous women in Vancouver’s Downtown Eastside—the same women that the police didn’t care about and turned a blind eye when they were reported missing by their families/friends. What was the outcome of that report? Well, Oppal basically wrote that serial killer Robert Pickton targeted Indigenous women given their status in present-day Canadian society, less than human.2 What was the outcome of that inquiry? Exactly. Nothing. Do we really need another inquiry to tell us why Indigenous women and girls are being targeted by serial killers/murderers because they are considered less than human and how the rest of Canada doesn’t care? No. We can have inquiry, after inquiry and they can all say the same thing: Canadian society doesn’t care about Indigenous peoples, specifically Indigenous women and girls. They can also give us all the same recommendations but you know what? Those recommendations are non-binding. Let’s get all up in arms about a process that is created by a colonial government and that doesn’t hold a colonial government accountable for its actions in remaining complicit in the violence against Indigenous women.

Other inquiries that were conducted on Indigenous peoples, including an Indigenous child that died in state care and an Indigenous man that died while waiting for urgent medical attention INSIDE a hospital: Brian Sinclair3 and Phoenix Sinclair4. The outcome of those inquiries didn’t mention anything about the racism or colonialism that is interlaced within ALL of these cases. So yes, let’s have a national inquiry that will ignore the racism and colonialism that cause so many Indigenous women and girls to go missing or murdered! And for what, another inquiry to have the government apologize again? How many apologies is that now from political leaders and other government officials?

How about instead, we support the community-based organizations that are working directly with the families and friends of the missing and murdered Indigenous women and girls? You can start by donating to Families of Sisters in Spirit.

1.http://www.nwac.ca/files/2013.10.09_Why%20Support%20a%20National%20Inquiry_FINAL02.pdf

2.http://www.missingwomeninquiry.ca/wally-oppal/ OR http://www.ag.gov.bc.ca/public_inquiries/docs/Forsaken-ES.pdf

3.http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/manitoba/brian-sinclair-s-condition-didn-t-seem-urgent-inquest-told-1.2485343

4.http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/manitoba/manitoba-sorry-for-failing-to-protect-phoenix-sinclair-1.2518147

#LorettaSaunders Today I am angry…

I am sitting here at school trying to type out a one-page proposal (that isn’t even going to be marked) and I am having the hardest time. Most of the time, I can write an 10 page essay the same day it is due (including right before class) and still receive a kick ass mark.

But today I am angry.

Yesterday, and all in the same day, the media had reported that Loretta’s disappearance (an Inuk who was described as being a student, a mother, a daughter, and a sister) would be now considered a homocide. Then shortly aftewards, the media confirmed that her body was found on the median of the highway out east. I don’t want to say this but I knew it before they even reported it.

She was an MA student doing research on missing and murdered Indigenous women in Canada. The irony? She was reported missing on the annual memorial march for missing and murdered Indigenous women.

All of this made me angry.

It made me angry because after the reporting of her disappearance, there was an interview in the LFpress with the police commission for the OPP. He was quoted as saying that some of the work that police do is never actually recorded by crime statistics. For instance, he said that police sometimes dedicate a huge amount of resources to finding children who go missing in rural regions. You know one statistic that is recorded? Missing and murdered Indigenous women. You know one instance where resources aren’t distributed? Missing and murdered Indigenous women.

It made me angry because there are hundreds of missing Indigenous women and hundreds of murdered Indigenous women whose cases go and remain unsolved. But nobody cares about them.

It made me angry because I am sitting here at school and all I am thinking about is that could have been me or any one of my Indigenous peers sitting in Indigenous services.

Why doesn’t anybody care?

It makes me angry because people don’t care and people don’t get angry.

Why is nobody else angry?

Everyone is hurt for the family.

But nobody is angry.

White people always want to say they care for us. Bullshit. You only care because you want to fix your guilt for not caring before.

Why aren’t you angry?

Why aren’t you angry that nobody else is caring?

White people only care because it could have been their daughter–it’s too close to home for them. Well, for Indigenous peoples, this is our home.

Why does nobody care?  

Loretta was a student. She wasn’t a homeless or drug addict or alcoholic, Like any of that should matter if someone goes missing. It wasn’t Loretta’s fault. As if to say for every other missing and murdered Indigenous women, it was their own fault.

But nobody is angry about the others who have gone missing or murdered.

I am sick and tired of being angry. 

#SexWork & #BedfordSCC My responses to the Public Consultation on Prostitution-Related Offences in Canada

Below are my responses to the Federal Department of Justice’s Public Consultation on Prostitution-Related Offences in Canada. This questionnaire was released on February 17, 2014 and will be open for comments until March 17, 2014. You can submit your own comments directly here. I have included my responses in this post so that others can reply in a timely manner and also encourage others to respond to this consultation. Please reply to the questionnaire with your responses (do not copy and paste my answers) to ensure your answers are distinct. If you have any questions, please comment below. If you require additional sources to support your answers (if you choose to respond), let me know and I can get those to you ASAP! Also, South Western Ontario Sex Workers (a volunteer run organization based in London) is encouraging others to copy your responses and send it to your Member of Parliament (to find your MP, please visit this link: http://goo.gl/xfTE5X). They also encourage you to share your responses with SWOSWers by filling out this form http://goo.gl/kS1YDJ or by emailing them directly at swoswers [at] gmail [dot] com, and to also share this call to action with supporters and allies.~In solidarity

1. Do you think that purchasing sexual services from an adult should be a criminal offence? Should there be any exceptions? Please explain.

The purchasing of sexual services from an adult should not be a criminal offence and there should be no exceptions. Evidence shows that when the criminalization of purchasing sexual services occurs that this increases the risks and harms to sex workers, especially those sex workers who are already marginalized (like Indigenous sex workers). These increased risks and harms will ultimately be in contradiction to the Bedford decision and in contradiction with the human rights and labour rights of sex workers to work safely and autonomously.
2. Do you think that selling sexual services by an adult should be a criminal offence? Should there be any exceptions? Please explain.
The selling of sexual services by an adult should not be a criminal offence and there should be no exceptions. Criminalizing the selling of sexual services would be in contradiction to the Bedford decision and in contradiction to sex workers’ right to work safely and autonomously. Criminalizing the selling of sexual services also prevents sex workers from accessing health services and social services without fear of judgment or fear of arrest. When sex workers live in constant fear of arrest, their standard of living of declines. Additionally, sex workers will be unable to claim taxes and access social benefits since their source of income is criminalized.
3. If you support allowing the sale or purchase of sexual services, what limitations should there be, if any, on where or how this can be conducted? Please explain.
There should be no criminal laws that target prostitution. Non-criminal offences that target prostitution or attempt to regulate the trade should be developed in consultation with sex workers. Further, any non-criminal offences that target or attempt to regulate the trade should not obstruct the labour rights and human rights of sex workers themselves. Canada should employ already existing criminal offences to address cases of abuse, violence, or coercion and to be in line with the Bedford decision.
4. Do you think that it should be a criminal offence for a person to benefit economically from the prostitution of an adult? Should there be any exceptions? Please explain.
There should be no criminal offences for a person to benefit economically from the prostitution of an adult. Sex work is work and this is reaffirmed by the Bedford decision. When third parties are criminalized, this further isolate sex workers and criminalizes important working and personal relationships. When third parties are criminalized, this also limits sex workers from working together for safety. When the ability to work safely and autonomously is impeded, this is in complete contradiction to the Bedford decision. Also, by definition, a person under Canadian law includes corporations. Thus, sex workers’ incomes contribute to the economy in a myriad of ways.
5. Are there any other comments you wish to offer to inform the Government’s response to the Bedford decision?
I wholly support the Supreme Court’s decision to strike down the three laws as unconstitutional (and ultimately, harmful) and I support the decriminalization of the trade, or the New Zealand model, like mentioned in the discussion paper above. I would like to see a “made-in-Canada” New Zealand model. Evidence shows where sex work is decriminalized, sex workers receive accurate, up-to-date, and non-judgmental health and social services. The Government’s response should be in consultation with sex workers themselves and support the rights of sex workers to work with safety, security, and dignity with access to occupational, health, and safety standards.
6. Are you are writing on behalf of an organization? If so, please identify the organization and your title or role:
I am individual who supports the rights of sex workers to work with safety, security, and dignity.

#BedfordSCC Public Consultation on Prostitution Laws in Canada

The Government of Canada is seeking input from the public regarding the SCC Bedford v. Canada decision (you can read about that here). This consultation process is open from February 17, 2014 until March 17, 2014.

The link includes a short discussion paper (albeit a biased position) along with several questions (HERE).

Chris Bruckert, of POWER, states, “This is a really skewed document…you read it and right away you see which way the government wants to go with the legislation.” (Source)

These questions include:

1. Do you think that purchasing sexual services from an adult should be a criminal offence? Should there be any exceptions? Please explain.
2. Do you think that selling sexual services by an adult should be a criminal offence? Should there be any exceptions? Please explain.
3. If you support allowing the sale or purchase of sexual services, what limitations should there be, if any, on where or how this can be conducted? Please explain.
4. Do you think that it should be a criminal offence for a person to benefit economically from the prostitution of an adult? Should there be any exceptions? Please explain.
5. Are there any other comments you wish to offer to inform the Government’s response to the Bedford decision?
6. Are you are writing on behalf of an organization? If so, please identify the organization and your title or role. Take some time to read this blog by PIVOT.

A timeline of history of (some) human rights (and political rights) in Canada

This is not an exhaustive/inclusive list. There are some acronyms/shortened forms of words. Box 3, top row, “Hindus” means people of Hindu religion; SCC means Supreme Court of Canada; Leg means legislation; CHR means Canadian Human Rights Act; CRF means Charter of Rights and Freedom; Abo means Aboriginal (Indigenous). For my gender identity and law class (love this class)!

 

Why politics isn’t for me (from an Indigenous woman’s perspective)

This post is written after spending two years in an executive position on a commission (at the national level) for a political party in Canada. I am set to attend (probably) my final convention (because these things are fuckin expensive) within the next few days. Nevertheless, I will be happy to see my friends. Over these last few years, I learned a lot and definitely can appreciate why some people are never involved with politics. Would I say that someone should never get involved? No. I think you have to experience it for yourself in order to truly understand if this is the route you want to take. I’ve decided that this isn’t the route for me. This is based on my own personal experiences especially with particular non-Indigenous commission. This also isn’t a post that is generalizable to all people, especially Indigenous persons, in politics and the work they do. Again, this is based on my own personal experiences. I wish I could say that I was writing a different post about my experiences, but I can’t–it is what it is, and here it is…. Why politics isn’t for me (from an Indigenous woman’s perspective). 

1)    Because it’s fuckin politics and the political system is the most fucked up system out there (especially for those who come disadvantage backgrounds, like being Indigenous AND being women)

2)    Because white people don’t really care unless there is something in it for them (including their platform, their cause, or their own hidden intentions—whatever that may be)

3)    Because if white people care, it means that they only considered you at the end of the entire process. (Oh, but what about the Natives!)

4)    Because when white people (especially white women) asked you for their opinion, it means that if you don’t agree/critique their efforts, they will find someone else who will support and praise their efforts (Hooray! White women have come to save us!)

5)    Because if white women care it only means that they considered you at the end of the entire process (Oh crap! We can’t forget about the Natives!   …. Again.)

6)    Because when it comes to women in politics, it is more tolerable if you are married (or in any relationship really, preferably one that maintains cisnormativity)

7)    Because it is also better if you sustain and maintain this cisnormativity

8)    Because for Indigenous women who don’t align with middle-class values (or who are not even apart of the middle-class), it means they will never fit it in (especially for a party that is striving to protect the “values” of the middle class)

9)    Because it is also better if you sustain and maintain these middle-class values (sit quiet, do right/white, and don’t attract too much attention—don’t act “too Indian”)

10) Because for Indigenous women who can’t afford (this includes, not being able to afford a ticket, not being able to afford travel, not being able to afford accommodations) to attend the political events (policy forums, general events, etc), it means you remain invisible to the entire political process

11) Because for Indigenous women who remain invisible to the entire process, this means you are erased from the political process altogether

12) Because for Indigenous women who are invisible/erased from the entire political process, this means issues as it relates to Indigenous women/girls, they will always be heard last

13) Because for Indigenous women/girls it means being integrated at the very end of the political process (the add-Indigenous-women/girls-and-stir approach–actually it is more like, add-Indigenous-people-and-stir approach, with Indigenous women/girls added at the very end.)

14) Because addressing the rights of Indigenous women/girls never includes the rights of Indigenous men/boys or Indigenous trans/two-spirited individuals

15) Because policy and politics is blind when it comes to history/context

16) Because for Indigenous women/girls, policy resolutions attempting to address lack of access to reproductive justice/health doesn’t mean addressing the lack of access to basic (universal) health (Don’t believe the hype that Canada has a universal/accessible health care system)

17) Because for Indigenous women/girls, policy resolutions attempting to address violence against Indigenous women/girls always means that they must be in a relationship WITH children and currently living in a home in order to access basic services/rights (Remember? We. Must. Maintain. Cisnormativity. And also, brownie points for heteronormativity).

And last but not least…

18) Because when it comes to politics, the rights of Indigenous women are always deemed separate and not attached to other rights, like rights to land/access to land (Because there is NO! connection between rights to land/access to land and the violence committed against Indigenous peoples, especially Indigenous women/girls. Nope. No. Connection. AT. ALL.)

Note: I use the term “white people” because this is where the chunk of my experiences (based on these points above) in politics with others lie. I understand and appreciate discrimination can also come from non-white people. However, I have yet to experience that… just sayin’!

#Prostitution & #VAW Violence Against Women

I wanted to write this post for a long time. Okay, I lied…only since a couple of weeks ago did I think about writing something like this, and with good reason.

Since December 20, 2013, which marks the date the Supreme Court Decision released its decision regarding Bedford v. Canada, the discussion regarding sex work has intensified from both supporters and opposing parties (without surprise). Around the end of last month (and beginning of this month), there was a leaked document from Amnesty International, which has supported the call for the decriminalization of the industry. Following this leak of Amnesty’s report, the opposition from anti-sex work organizations has escalated. This isn’t the first international organization to support the decriminalization of the trade either. Within Canada, it has intensified to the point that organizations and supporters of the criminalization of sex work have even started a national postcard campaign. Those who do not support the decriminalization of the trade (antis for short) are beginning to call prostitution (sex work) as a form of violence against women, including Indigenous women and girls (which is ultimately attempting to include Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls or MMWIG)–not that this is anything new.

Throughout the antis’ opposing the decriminalization of the trade, it becomes even clearer that the antis have not even taken time to read Amnesty’s leaked document. You can read that in detail here. This isn’t much of a surprise either since the antis tend not to read any of the current research that supports the decriminalization of the trade. The antis tend to only read and repeat the research that has been discredited by numerous institutions including the Ontario Court of Justice (you know, Farley et al).

When it comes to the leaked document by Amnesty International, you don’t even have to read the entire report to see that the antis didn’t pay much attention to what was actually said in the report. In fact, it becomes quite clear what the antis are supporting when it comes to protesting against sex work, and that is they are supporting the further marginalization of sex workers, specifically those sex workers who are marginalized in other ways (race, class, ability, gender, etc).

Amnesty International (AI) is quite clear that it supports the decriminalization of the trade between consenting adults. While I understand and appreciate that people of various demographies, including age, engage in sex work, I do not support the criminalization of the trade for anybody. When a behaviour or activity is criminalized, people tend to believe that it will increase the safety and security of individuals who engage in these activities. However, this is the furthest from the truth. Specifically, the criminalization of the trade allows the state to monitor and control certain types of activities. Yet it is the activities of those most marginalized, including activities that youth engage in, that are most often criminalized (even if it is not directly related to the trade) and when they are criminalized, this increases their risk for more stigmatization, discrimination and further limits their access to certain services and opportunities. The idea that a youth’s criminal record is expunged at the age of 18 is a myth. The argument that Canada needs to adopt a model like the Nordic Model to prevent harms is another myth.

Let’s have a real discussion about what constitutes violence against women, specifically Indigenous women and girls.

The reality is that the majority of the harm that Indigenous women and girls experience is directly related to the state, including policing agencies and the justice system, and these types of violence include the criminalization of the trade (including the buying and selling of sexual services). While some individuals admit to entering prostitution with constrained choices, these choices should not be negated. Arguing that one does not have a choice negates their very existence, their humanity, and their self, their being. By not viewing individuals as beings who are capable of making choices negates their existence, and only certain bodies are placed into these categories, explicitly Indigenous women and girls.

This type of logic also completely ignores the history of violence against Indigenous women and girls and the type of violence that contributes to the missing and murdered Indigenous women and girls (MMIWG). Although one might argue that saying that Indigenous women and girls are capable of making choices and that this logic follows that Indigenous women and girls deserve what they got (the same type of logic used within dominant discourses/institutions, including policing agencies), this is not the argument I am trying to highlight. What I am pointing out is that Indigenous women and girls agency (or more appropriately, lack of agency) is only useful when it comes to colonial gains, including those gains such as maintaining the prison industrial complex, non-profit industrial complex, and state control over Indigenous sexuality/sexual behaviours. Additionally, when the state of Indigenous women and girls are discussed, these narratives rarely ever include the history of colonialism and the colonial state as being a contributor and supporter of violence against Indigenous women and girls.

The argument that prostitution is violence against women also ignores the diversity within the trade, including those Indigenous peoples who identify as male, trans, or two-spirited. This argument also (obviously) conflates violence against women with prostitution. Because it sees all prostitutions as forms of violence against women and as such, usually advocates for the criminalization of the buyers. However, what this does is that it distracts from actual real violence against women. Violence against women is a unique situation that exists outside of prostitution and saying that all prostitution is violence against women assumes that all violence against women is prostitution. But we all know that (without this being highlighted) that all violence against women is not prostitution. Furthermore, there are already laws in place to deal with real violence against women, like the sections in the Criminal Code of Canada that deal directly with homicide, assault, sexual assault, harassment, etc. Saying that all prostitution is violence against women also negates that some women choose to enter prostitution and it assumes that the violence that they experience is entirely their own fault: they deserved what they got. More bluntly, those women should have known better because prostitution is violence against women, and who, in their right mind, would put themselves in a direct line to violence? A perfect example of anti-choice.

Logically, saying that prostitution is violence against women and saying that we must criminalize the buyers of the trade doesn’t make any sense. It says that one can advertise their services but they can’t AND shouldn’t get paid for their services. Again, an example of anti-choice. Keeping any aspect of the trade criminalized, including the buyers, negates one’s choices, which (as I stated earlier) negates one’s existence and very being. It also distracts from the real violence that both sex workers and non-sex workers may experience, including assault or sexual assault. When MMIWG are included in this discussion, it also ignores the fact that the some of those MMIWG were sex workers. It speaks to the tone that those who were sex workers deserved what they got. Also, when MMIWG are included in this discussion, it ignores that the criminalization of the trade (including the buyers and sellers—while it wasn’t illegal to exchange sexual services for money, it was illegal to do it certain spaces) contributed to their disappearances and murders. This is further complicated by the fact that policing agencies and our colonial governments continue to exhibit a complete lack of concern for MMIWG. Adding MORE laws that criminalize their behaviours isn’t a solution to this social issue. These arguments also pay no attention to the history of Indigenous women and girls in Canada—where the government was a contributor and a supporter to the violence that Indigenous women and girls experienced (and continue to experience). We must ask ourselves, how is the further criminalization of the trade (either buyers or sellers) going to address the violence of those within the trade?

In closing, I will call attention to the fact that when we ignore the history of violence against Indigenous women and girls, it is direct violence against Indigenous women and girls. So again, I say, let’s have a real discussion about what constitutes violence against women (especially Indigenous women and girls), and let’s discuss how certain experiences are erased from this discussion and how certain histories (and present experiences) are continuously dismissed as not being legitimate.

Note: please take your time to view this Amnesty International link (and read the leaked report in detail) and voice your concerns over the continued criminalization of the trade by emailing  swc@amnesty.org if you are a not a member of Amnesty International (if you are a member, as per the site, “please engage with the consultation process directly with an office located in your country). 

Belonging and Indigenous Identities: “There are sometimes I wish I could pretend NOT to be Indigenous.”

So I have to write this post before I can begin anything else today. I sometimes get into these little slumps where I sometimes what the hell I am doing in university, especially more so after I wrote this previous post entitled “Indigenous students + Academia/educational institution(s).” 

I really don’t feel like I belong in the educational institution, or academia. It feels like a huge struggle sometimes just to be in class.

The only Indigenous woman in my lectures for the majority of the time–or at least the only visible Indigenous woman and one that is open about my Indigenous identity. Yes, some students are Indigenous and don’t look “it” and some don’t admit to being one–the politics of being Indigenous and the politics of being a woman. We don’t all look the same. Nor do we act or talk the same. Heck, if I didn’t look Indigenous and with the way some people talk about Indigenous peoples/communities/nations around campus (and how professors always call on me to be the expert on Indigenous issues), there are sometimes I wish I could pretend NOT to be Indigenous.

“Well you don’t sound like you come from a reserve? Where is your accent?” I guess it only comes out when I go home, the only place where I feel I truly belong.

Every day is a negotiation within my own self: who shall I be today? Indigenous or woman? Can I ever be both at one time?

I am expected to be the only expert on Indigenous issues in discussions where I am the only Indigenous person present. I am put into a box where I am expected to speak out on certain issues: Indigenous issues. Where one Indigenous professor said it best, “Indigenous students have a dual role in the classroom: they are both teachers and students.”

“Perhaps you can share your opinion on why they call the Indian Act, the Indian Act, Naomi” – I don’t know. I think they thought we were from India. Not the answer my professor was looking for.

“Well is it offensive to call someone an Indian?” – Yes if you use it an offensive manner. But it doesn’t really matter to me as long as you don’t call me a “stupid Indian,” we will be okay. Again, not the answer my professor was looking for.

I am writing this post as a way to clear my mind. I am struggling with this concept of belonging. I know who I am but where do I belong? Do I belong in education or academia?

Every day it is a constant negotiation of what hat I am going to wear that day. Indigenous. Woman. Student. Teacher.

Then one day, in a discussion during class, the question of belonging came up.

“Do you feel like you belong here at Western?”

As everyone’s answered, yes to some degree or another, I sat there struggling to get even get the words out of my head.

No. No I don’t feel like I belong. The only space I belong is the space that is set out for me, that little box where I must be the student, the teacher, the good little Indian, the one that doesn’t speak back, the one that gives the expected answer, or the one that doesn’t disrupt the lecture/discussion to say “Hey, wait a minute!” And if I do, it causes me such stress because I know that I am the only one that is speaking on the issue. Will I have someone to support me? Or will everyone disagree and I am put back into that box where I belong? Just be a good little Indian. Don’t speak. Don’t shout. Don’t disagree. A good little Indian.

The only place I belong is the space that is made out for us–Indigenous Services. When the only time someone from University Students’ Council comes to visit us is when they need our vote. Sounds familiar? Sure does. The only time any other politician comes to visit the reserve/First Nation/community is when they need our vote. Am I critiquing Indigenous Services? No way. If it wasn’t for this space, I probably would have dropped out already. I wouldn’t have made it this far.

So where do I belong? Not in these institutions it certainly feels like…

Note: Don’t forget to check out the hashtag #nativestudentproblems on twitter. These are real experiences of Indigenous peoples within these institutions. 

Help me complete my journey

Well actually, it’s that time again… two years later.

The LPC Biennial Convention!

Remember my blog post a couple of years ago? No. That’s okay. Two years is a long time ago. I mean, I don’t even remember what I ate for breakfast (small lie–I eat mostly cereals and fruits for breakfast so there really isn’t anyway for me to forget). For your reference and to help jog your memories, I wrote two blog posts (here and here). I wrote these posts to raise funds for this special journey which lasted *drum roll* two years!!!!

Over the past two years, I have encountered many challenges, learned many lessons and also gained some valuable knowledge/experience on how the Canadian political process(es) work. It was definitely a learning curve for me because this was the first time I had ever been involved in in politics and the people I was surrounded by had definitely a lot more knowledge and experience than I did. Fortunately enough, some of the people I met along of the way were willing to help me get over that learning curve. I mean, the only thing I knew about Canadian politics was what I learned back in high school and maybe some of my law clerk courses during college (I think… or that might have been during first year university… that’s kind of a long time ago though).

In the two posts linked above, I wrote about my desire to fulfill the VP-women’s representative position for the Aboriginal Peoples’ Commission for the Liberal Party of Canada. However, to make it all happen, I also had to raise some funds in order to be considered as a candidate (which I was acclaimed too). This post is sort of the same.

Being apart of this commission was a role in which I volunteered for. Some of the things I accomplished in my role include the following:

  • Drafting a resolution on MMIWG
  • Advocating for Indigenous women/girls and issues that affect them (including reproductive health, violence against women, MMIWG)
  • Writing blog posts for the apc-cpa.liberal.ca website (post 1, post 2, and post 3)
  • Ensuring that potential party leaders were questioned about their stance on issues that affect Indigenous women/girls, including how they would support organizations that are currently advocating for Indigenous women/girls.
  • Providing support/advice to other young Indigenous women who were interested
  • Representing the commission at the Assembly of First Nations AGA in Toronto of June 2012, and interviewing Indigenous women from various Indigenous organizations, including Indspire, Families of Sisters in Spirits, and Indigenous Women in Community Leadership program at the Coady Institute on the east coast
  • Attending policy forums where/when possible
  • Also, I am a member of the board of the London North Center FLA and provide feedback on events/topics/etc pertaining to Indigenous issues

Some of the costs that I would need assistance with include accommodation costs and food/incidentals. Luckily, the travel has been graciously purchased for (Thank you/Chi-Miigwetch APC!). A more detailed list includes the following:

  • 164/night x 4 nights (divided amongst 3) = $218 (minus taxes) for accommodations
  • 50/day x 4 days = $200 for food/incidentals
  • TOTAL = $418

As a part of this final stage in this journey, I am attending the convention to be able to support my peers and other Indigenous people running for their positions that are interested in filling. I am also attending this convention to share my experiences and voice any concerns to help make the next team’s tasks coming in, a little more easier. Being both an Indigenous person and a woman, I can appreciate the struggles that individuals from either group have to endure. At times, there were many instances that I wanted to quit, but I didn’t because I felt that I would be cheating myself and those who supported me–such as those who donated the last time. When this journey is over, this will probably be the last time I participate this deep in politics (as in sit on a commission). As much as I love politics, I feel that my journey is going to continue on a different path. This path, although not always easy, was definitely one worth taking.

I am hoping that I can raise some funds to assist with some of these costs, similar to last time. If it wasn’t for your help, whether you shared the blog post, RT’d the blog post, donated what you could or provided me with some moral support, I probably wouldn’t have made it this far. If you would like to donate via email-money transfer, please contact me directly, or post a comment below with your email and I will reply directly to your email (all comments need approval so any comments with emails won’t be published). Also, you can donate via paypal (the button at the top of the page on the right).

Help me complete this last leg of my journey! Your donations (any amount from $2.00 to $20.00) will be greatly appreciated!

Chi-Miigwetch/Mahsi-cho/Niá:wen/Thank you* 

*Those are the only ways I know how to say “Thank you” in Indigenous language(s)… if you know more, comment below!